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She

2008-07-29T01:12:00.003+08:00

She is my northern star,
my bright burning heart.
When the morning comes,
she blooms like a cheerful spring.
One with scent of greatness.
When I feel her warmth,
her gentleness transcend far beyond my understanding.
When she calls out for me,
I will always know it was her in the mist.
Her steps were soft but firm.
She embraced me with her trust,
and whispering into my ears, she said love.
My heart entwined with her's when our eyes met.
Her cries would overwhelmed the forest,
waking the hearts of world.
If I ever known of one whom taste the sweetness of life,
I would want to love her with all my might.

Zoo-4

2008-06-20T12:17:00.003+08:00

Cute isn't it? A hunter dog is what they call it.
But to me, its like a cute little dog! Slightly huge but it is just beautiful.
Sitting under that beam of light. That golden coat of fur!
Just magnificent!

Zoo-3

2008-06-20T12:07:00.007+08:00

Yes! Fierce and beautiful! It is just amazing!
And guess what? A full grown tiger can jump 10 meters far!!!
So make sure you are 12 meters away? wahahah enjoy~

Zoo-2

2008-06-20T12:02:00.003+08:00

Cats, hope you guys like it! Watching and waiting!

Zoo-1

2008-06-20T11:52:00.005+08:00

One of the best shots I have taken.
Framing the shot with the branches and leaves to contrast
depth against the monkey. A small and gentle beast.

The Sick

2008-06-16T01:25:00.002+08:00

I was waving my hands in the air,
trying to grasp a glimpse of my heir.
It became so surreal and life seemed so much ill.
When we sing we felt like family,
after which we are individuals wondering aimlessly.
They preach of love,
but they do what is of this earth.
They hurt and cry
but they know not why.

THEY

2008-06-14T00:59:00.003+08:00

Those who are there are not dead,
they are living in my head.
Now is the time to make you mine,
it seemed to be all in my mind.
They are scare that there is no air,
it is time they dust it off their hair.
Now they don't see,
when they are off to sea.
The waves wil crash them for what they reaped.
Now in the calm,
you will come.
In this place of who knows what.
Safe in your arms,
I will not fall into his realms.
For we know it just too well.

I miss you

2008-05-24T11:08:00.002+08:00

Time is running out and yet I don't see you coming.
There is nothing I can do to make you see.
The cries and the pain you made with your goodbyes.
It is not I who let you go,
I want to be with you till old.
I thought I have everything in life I live,
but now I see it was all empty.
If I let you down,
the sun will lift you up.
I will not let you go,
because I love you so much.
How am I suppose to live a day without you?

A brighter sun

2008-05-22T19:51:00.005+08:00

If only we've entitled with one more chance.
If the world would be more merciful on us.
I would want to make you mine forever.
Hold my hand when it is cold, I promise it will be alright.
I will make seasons change and time stop just for us to explore.
We are so far apart, divided by day and night.
My visions blurred and your memories faded.
Will you come to my sunny day, a brighter day?
Or leave me in the freezing night where beast were casted to haunt!
If I can hold you, I promise my roses to speak and rejoice with us.
Now come, come to my garden where everything comes to life.

Trust

2008-05-04T17:18:00.003+08:00

Ring... ring... I sing, I sing
This town is busy buzzing like rustling rings.
So many people running and jumping,
I can't stop this song that was singing.
When the city dehydrates after the moon hung up high,
the lights will cool the area left dry.
I cannot explain further my thoughts to you,
use your eyes now to see in between my words.
Use your imagination to picture my agony to carry you to another dimension,
which you will be drown in my pool of thoughts and be swept by words.
The air now intoxicate my lungs to the fullest,
for the heart is stopping.
And casting the one last breath.
Buzzing city, rusting winds.
I will never find you my trusting ring.

She

2008-04-30T11:59:00.002+08:00

Lying on her breast, I heard her heart beat skipping.
I looked at her in a glance, the softness and gentleness of her sleeping face.
I couldn't help but look at it for a little longer.
The morning was different, birds were singing and river speaking of life.
The air around us was fresh as the morning.
When she slowly revealed her eyes, I couldn't help but kiss her.
The detail of her eyes, the charm that captivated me eternally to her.
Her radiant face and her ever blushing cheeks were enchantingly beautiful.
Time froze when we were just holding onto one another.
The air became cool and still.
I felt her breathe as our lips came together, our eyes were fixed and hearts entwined .
I held her so tightly that morning, I couldn't bare to let her go.
Because she was as beautiful as nature.
More detailed than any eyes can picture.
A heart not many can hear.
And gentleness of not many could feel.

Leave me alone

2008-04-29T15:09:00.005+08:00

Once again I'm free yet trap in this busy town.
So chaotic that I couldn't hear my own scream.
People come and go just like a running stream.
Their purpose are stagnant and dead.
They are nothing but living robots with the same card of life.
Day and night is ever the same,
I can't help but see no aim.
This town is wittering and dying,
I felt it in the night but the day was fast to come.
I wish to stop, just stop moving for a second.
But the world wouldn't permit.
Now they are all dead, tired and broken.
I smiled... ..... .....smiled...
Now I can hear the sound of the wind blowing through those broken metal.
I now can hear the wind sing songs of freedom.
I finally can hear my song,
rusting...

He will not pass

2008-04-28T16:31:00.004+08:00

Carry on page to page and the secret will reveal.
The light will not pass away, it will remain.
Yes it will not lie.
It is a sword that cuts through darkness.
As long as you believe.
The truth will not pass away.
Forever the same.
Now we have to move from edge to edge just to find,
but He was always there yet we don't see nor hear.
Tell me how far is east to west if it was that far,
show me the distance you said was far.
Then raise me up with your gentle hands by grace.
I start each day worrying but you came and made the world whole again.
When you first found me sitting there crying.
You said son, my son.. Here I am again.

Ironic

2008-04-15T12:15:00.004+08:00

My expressions were blurred and colorless.
I hid my emotions well but it seemed like it was leaking as I go.
I can't move on far from now,
yet I am free to go at this hour.
How ironic complication can cause,
if it is for good use.
My thoughts are spinning within,
shivers are my bones that are thin.
Listen Listen Listen.
You will not find me sitting at the back of your mind,
because I wasn't anything in your eyes.
I'm leaving.

Red

2008-03-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

RED
is my word

Nikon D40x
1/60
f7

Finding

2008-03-27T12:03:00.003+08:00

I will seek for you even at places you know it never exist.
I will seek for you even when you are far away,
blurred and forgotten.
And I will go all out just to tell you,
I've found you.

Nikon D40x

1/13
f5.6

Slow down

2008-03-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

Stop and look!
So many times we would need it to cross the road,
but how many times do we stop and just watch it flicker?
How many times do we stand and watch the color changes?
Maybe one of the color wants us to slow down.
Slow down and just take your time.

Nikon D40x
1/80
f22

Take Flight

2008-03-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

Carefree and ready to have fly,
not thinking I wish I had the wings to.
I will continue to dwell in thoughts and maybe one day,
it would happen.

Special thanks
Model: Christina

My time

2008-03-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

I want to be dreaming.
That white dress,
that bright light.
I cannot reach the stars
but I can feel the grass.
I'm here and not there.
Maybe I'll find a space here,
though I still know I can't reach the stars.
I want to continue to dream,
this place, this garden of mine.
I will lay myself here so that maybe you from up there will see me,
and pick me up someday.
Your time.

Special thanks
Model - Joycelyn
Series 3/3

Seeking

2008-02-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

In the distance,
I couldn't much see you.
I was blocked by so many things,
yet now you are as clear as crystal.
Under the light you shimmered,
like rainbow after the rain.
What magnificent light you are.

Special thanks
Model - Joycelyn
Series 2/3

In the mist

2008-02-28T23:49:00.004+08:00

Her Charm was when she was lost.
Searching and searching.
in the mist of all chaos,
she finally found a place
she need not run nor rush anymore.

Special thanks
Model - Joycelyn
Series 1/3

The broken doll

2008-02-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

There won't be flowers or leaves,
trees nor animals.
The world has fallen,
and things all broken.
Now I heard the sounds of the rusty chains,
people kills and grabs.
The love was hatred,
people cried their last breath.
Now the wind is dried,
the air is still.
There is no room anymore for anyone,
the crumpled face of yours.
The rusty arms and broken limps.
Now I just see a crack and mourning doll,
I wish I could help.
Now it pains me watching you cry,
your helpless eyes and fading smile.
It is over.

Leave on

2008-02-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

The lost and forsaken,
those tired and weary.
They were here once,
but they were now forgotten.
How many runs they took,
many times they fail.
Now it is abandon,
in people's eyes they failed.
I worry,
I throw my fears around.
I can't explain this feeling,
but there wasn't clarity in life.
Everything became gray and dull,
this moment would be gone someday.
Back to you,
it always comes around.
I tried to forget you but it was too late.
I'm over you,
something about you moved me inside.
I can't forget you.

Entrance

2008-02-21T08:56:00.002+08:00

Your entrance is always wrong,
for it always lead me to somewhere I didn't belong.
My curiosity grew out of me everyday,
but you will never crave.
Because you lead many different people in your life,
the differences..
I was just the one you left open unintentionally,
and your forgotten the presence.
I wish you grow older and wiser
but not broken and abandon by those different people you have opened to.
peace out.

Evil

2008-02-20T00:56:00.003+08:00

It was overwhelming,
I lost my breath!
When I entered the field,
my arms and legs were tightly locked.
I can't be free when I was chained.
Reaching out like many veins of an arm,
I was terrified.
I ran but you seemed to have covered the skies,
only supporting darkness in the day.
I am afraid,
afraid I will be consumed by your mighty strength

The last

2008-02-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

The no more cry,
the only smile.
Now a new time, a new season.
I couldn't keep track of your pace,
will soon be left far back.
Neither hoping nor craving,
a total lost and a total acceptance to your victory.
I can't help but to wipe those tears away now,
as those words spoken were fainting and breath fading.
I can't reach you,
I want you so much yet I can't reach you.
I love you so much,
the day was pouring and mountains moving.
But I was isolated by you.
Now laying in the forest of flowers,
I can rest myself.
And be lost someday into the details of nature.

花の森

Silence Struggles

2008-01-23T08:05:00.000+08:00

It wasn't much we did but now we part.
In this chapter we held hands and tight hugs.
But now you release them and you shattered the hopes and dreams,
now it ends with me.
A bleeding rose standing by itself.
Waiting and waiting,
for the time it withers and die.
For the reaper craved for my soul,
it will take it and tear it apart.
Now you won't hear my cries and screams,
because I was completely submerged in this bloody water that drowns me.
I can't move nor struggle.
This lovelorn kiss of death in lugubrious silence,
I wish you are here with me.-dead
Now I am forgotten,
so pain and dejected into the wrath of my hatred.
I could no longer hear myself.

Your love is magical

2008-01-10T22:28:00.001+08:00

Love is beautiful
so beautiful that I have not the words to explain.
Grace is magical
so magical it is the way to express.
Helpless, hopeless
thats how I feel inside.
It is possible when God is by my side.
When I'm with you,
I am in the light.
speechless..
thats how you make me feel,
and nothing is for real.
I'm humble in your grace.
Though I'm with you,
I'm lost for words.
Speechless.
Your love is magical thats how I feel.
I am lost for words,
words like " I love you "

finale

2008-01-06T01:03:00.001+08:00

She cried from afar telling the world why her.
I couldn't help but this world isn't small,
every details requires effort.
I didn't have them.
I failed her.
I ran with the light,
but she wasn't there anymore.
My worries became fears,
the world is still spinning and clocks ticking.
But I couldn't read the tempo for her melody.
My heart isn't right,
and her thoughts are just like a disassemble piece yet to form symphonies.
I no longer hear her heart beat,
nor her faint cries at night.
When the moon is up high,
I can always see how solemn it was.
When the skies were red as bleeding scars,
I wish I didn't regret on her final breath.

Vanish

2008-01-05T02:37:00.001+08:00

What changes the color of this fallen world?
What stops the water from flowing?
When will cries and screams go away?
Living with fear was what you would have to bare,
so where are you going?
Will you have the power to solve it?
Because everything will vanish some days,
and so the only thing I didn't want to lose was you.

Christmas Night

2007-12-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

I love her from the start when her time started ticking.
She is a sweet girl trap within time,
time that will repeat itself.
Thus she will always be chain with memories.
I came into her picture when she started painting one,
a moment of joy and hope.
She told me she could've love me more,
maybe one day.
Time will fail because she cannot go out of it,
so much that she tries and she tries.
She said she was a burden and things cannot work out between us.
It was a date we are to go,
and she went.
She ask mi if she could hold my hand and I grabbed,
"of course since we are a couple"
She blushed and said " thank you "
Then she took out a key from her pocket and said,
" this is for you, a key that will open the skies to us "
I didn't quite understand at that time
but when I went up with her,
the evening skies were breathtaking.
I turned to her and asked for a kiss,
she said yes with her head looking down.
I held her close to me and gave her a kiss,
we kissed till the moon falls.
Her tears fell and I saw the beautiful sight of her even when she cries.
I took her back to where she stays and she passed me her story she wrote,
it was about her and a guy.
A girl trapped and lonely,
a guy hurt and yet cheerful.
The next morning she stood about a church roof and
I went to find her.
She looked at me and say,
we weren't made together only the hearts are.
Those were the words she left
because she loves me.

I'm lost

2007-12-14T12:16:00.000+08:00

Even the night was telling me that sadness was upon me,
I couldn't help but give up.
I knew it isn't right,
I don't want to.
It was just like a battle lost,
blood was shed that night.
Bloody it was,
the night was filled with darkness and sorrowfulness.

I couldn't do anything,
I will be sitting here watching.
Hope you'll find me again.
In this castle where there is just nobody,
silence and serene.
I'll be waiting for you at the throne.

The world

2007-12-13T17:49:00.001+08:00

Beautiful it is His creations,
we fight, hate and cursed at the fallen world.
But up here when he looked down,
is such a beautiful world He has created.
Wondering why we are all so down and fallen,
he wish he could bring us up here and view his glory and beauty.
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This is by far my favorite picture taken on the plane.
It is so beautiful that I can't help by share with you guys.
Hope you all like it.
God Bless.

Vietnam Puppy

2007-12-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

Saw this cute little Puppy trying to gain attention near the firing camp.
As you can see, the mom was keeping watch back there.
But I'm very sure she is laughing as well.
The little puppy was so cute
because it kept falling and stood up.
I went near and reached out for it,
cautiously it sniffed my hand and backed off and came forward.
It was so cute!

Reflections

2007-12-04T19:31:00.001+08:00

Good day to my dearest reader,
I have hand picked a few new musical pieces for you guys.
If you are at work,
rushing school work or having troubles.
Now is time you indulge yourself with it,
reflect your day.
Hopefully the tune will spur you within.
At times or rather many times we rush our life,
we miss out the details.
Set aside your 15 minutes or so and just enjoy.
I sincerely wish that it would be a great site for you guys,
and may the music be pleasing.
God bless.

Terence

Flashes

2007-12-04T15:34:00.001+08:00

If you are near to the dark,
I will tell you about the sun.
You are here,
no escape.
Of my vision of the world
You will cry all alone
but that doesn't mean I fake to it.
Come with the song,
I will sing to you.
When the darkness comes to sleep,
come to me.
I will tell u the secret of the sun,
it is in you not in mi.
But it doesn't mean I fake to you.
The sun is in your eyes
The sun is in your ears
I hope you see the sun someday in the darkness.

Locket in the heart of web

2007-12-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

I am locked deep in the chamber of my heart

a lock as thick as heavy metal
I do not possess the key
it was lost in the long ages.
If I can find it,
it would be my time to leave this world.
My bones will break and shatter to ashes,
and the wind howl in the air like wolf crying out in vain.
Many people will not see mi because i don't exist from the start.
I cry every night but my voice was lost,
like in space where you are all alone
there is never light for mi.
At the corner of a dark, dam cell...
a place u will never want to find mi there.
Till I wither and cast into soil for the foundation of this fallen world...
please hear my voice in the wind
calling for u
always.
For there won't be room left,
in the heart of my web.

Facial

2007-12-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

I wonder if I should thank my relative for alerting them,
but I like their reactions towards the lens.
They were three happy gamblers,
laughing and enjoying the very nice weather in China town.
The funny thing is one of them said
"No No"
the next moment they were laughing as they rolled the dice.
Really funny when I saw that,
glad they aren't angry about me snapping them.
Well so much for China town though.

Tunnel

2007-12-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

On the Fourth day in Vietnam we went to this place known as Cu Chi Tunnel.
A place where the people there once live peaceful but was force to fight because of the war.
But I have to say, those fighters there are really amazing!
The tunnel itself is crazy!
They have many traps which I myself didn't even spot it!
It is so amazing!
The picture of me is a small hole which I walked past without noticing!
It leads into a small tunnel within!
Cool right!! haha I'm glad I was thin enough.
Even I have tough time entering it.
Sorry about the bigger size people! But Vietnamese are naturally smaller built.
Cheers.

War

2007-11-30T07:47:00.000+08:00

The top picture and the skinny guy is one of the very few prisoners.
Honestly that lady on the top picture scares me
because her cell isn't open and there is this metal door with only a
rectangle view finder and you have to look in.
The reason the picture shows her cell was bright was because of
camera flash.
But it is a lot more scary to peep through.
She looks freaking real.
Honestly, the torturing was sensationally cruel.
It was more of breaking bones of the prisoners and cruel attacks on
female bodies. You know what they can do to females =)

It was darker back then

2007-11-30T07:32:00.000+08:00

Now this was taken on Monday when we went for a city tour around Ho Chi Minh.

Well, the picture on the left was taken underground of the late president's mansion,
where all the late generals and commanders do their war planning.
The picture on the right is a fantastic place,
it is where prisoners were held.
Not that I'm a sadist but I'm SHOCKED by some waxed prisoner!
DAmn!

Godpa

2007-11-29T23:28:00.001+08:00

This is my Godpa,
I perfectly like this shot.
Well I have nothing more to say about this but both
of us have nothing better to do.
So enjoy this picture.

Sunday In Vietnam

2007-11-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

On Sunday, we searched for a church in Vietnam.
It is really beautiful and the interior was old and preserved.
Well though the mass was in English but most of the songs are sang in Vietnam or Latin.
But the choir did a very good job with the Latin songs.

Buzzing

2007-11-28T21:56:00.001+08:00

Of course in Vietnam things on the road are pretty much amazing!
Don't be deceive by the traffic lights for they are not as much used,
on the road it is for only Motorbikes.
But the amount of zooming motorist,
amazingly when you cross the road, they will turn and twist their way and not
knock you down so no worries on that part.
Almost or rather Most Vietnamese would have a motorbike to travel around.

First day

2007-11-28T21:33:00.001+08:00

Firstly, let me apologize to readers out there for the late update.

Now I'm finally off from school work and I have just came back from Vietnam.
Nice, busy country.
Lots of motorbikes buzzing at as early as 6am to late in the night.
They are like hardworking bees that buzz from one district to another.
I was quite afraid of the traffic because the amount of motorbikes are really overwhelming
First start off with "Ben thanh Market"
Things were expensive and those shops owners are really touchy.
But of course I went around the market snapping pictures.
Really an interesting place where people really bargain for the overprice items.
A place I felt somewhat like Thailand but I must say that Thailand is doing a lot better then Vietnam
in terms of fashion and food.

Heaven Rejoices

2007-11-20T19:52:00.001+08:00

I cried my Lord, my God.

Tired and distress,
I laid by my bed and as I closed my eyes I saw signs just outside my window.
It was a moody afternoon
but what I saw was God's arrow piercing through those thick clouds.
Telling me not to let go,
for his arrow is as hard as steel.
He has put me to the test but also given me enough strength to last it!
Finally I've done it,
and he smiled and said:
"Trust what I've said for I will never forsake you."
Thank you my Lord for all this time.

Terence

Content

2007-10-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

We are both from the different worlds,
yet we met in a same time line.
I didn't want to lose my sight,
and move away from you.
I want to be by your side,
day and night.
A world with nothing to distract us.
The night became colder each and everyday,
when you are not around me.
No matter how far you are,
I can hear your heart just by sitting here waiting.
Dancing to the beat,
I fell asleep into your arms.
That rustling sound coming from the window,
as though you were standing there.
Stay for awhile more,
here with me.
Even if it is goodbye,
please stay like you did before.
Till I wake up to find it was the dream
I always longed for.

Misty Morning

2007-10-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

Misty morning, fresh it was.
Dark it seemed,
warm is was.
Thinking of you,
I can't help but miss you.
The warm ray shone onto me gently,
just as though you are here with me.

~Gift~

My growing heart

2007-10-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

I'm here
my dear.
Listening and waiting,
for you to synchronize my heart to your key of notes.
I never doubt nor give up,
I will be your crown
even if it means to drown.
Now don't be afraid,
come rest and don't worry.
I'm here just only for you.

Teddy - キむら

Photography
Terence

Majesty

2007-10-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

My symphony, my symphony.
Where have you been,
my love has been keen.
You sing to me your gracious words of melody,
and you danced my shadow once more.
I can't afford to part with you,
please play that key.
My heart can no longer hear you,
don't fade yourself.
I long for you,
I'm desperate to hear you.
I was safe,
because of you.

Photography
Terence

Lamp

2007-10-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

Under me you find your shadow,
even it shows grace on you.
With me you no longer fear cold,
but embrace warmth.
I speak little just so that you can rest your mind,
and I never die off unless you dim me off.

Photography
Terence

Labyrinth

2007-10-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

I was afraid my path would never come to an end,
afraid I would never find you my light again.
I have been in darkness for ages.
Ever since I met u,
ages has turn to days and days to minutes.
I no longer hold grudges but hope.
Till we meet again.
You'll be missed.

Photography
Terence

Found

2007-10-16T18:19:00.000+08:00

I am lost and down again,
but now you found me once more.
Under all those distraction,
you still see me in such crowded places.
I'm found

Photography
Terence

Differences

2007-10-15T15:04:00.000+08:00

The power of light,
the ray of different sources.
Just like us,
different walks and paths.
And if I stretch to reach for you,
I won't missed you anymore this time round.

Photography
Terence

Under the Moon

2007-10-14T09:02:00.000+08:00

At that distance I saw light,
I wish you could see this.
Under the same moon,
but different mood.
I wish you can hear me,
because the moon is watching us both.

Photography
Terence

Black and White

2007-09-24T00:48:00.000+08:00

Lines and more lines,
roads and more roads.
People come and people go,
so few stayed for that moment.
On a contrary,
we live in a hurry on many different directions.
When we see life was dull as black and white,
we complained about the dullness.
But we are like matches that has yet to be strike.

Photography by
テレンス

A Different World

2007-09-23T21:35:00.001+08:00

In the past I worried,
now I doubt.
In the near future,

I hesitated.
We live in this world filled with mystery,
people of differences.
Who once was there?
Was never there anymore.
In the pictures we looked at ourselves,
but never did we know that we had just died,
that very moment when the camera captured us.
Now we are living in a different time frame,
with a different memory.

Photography by
テレンス

I'm also the Living

2007-09-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

I am all just a shadow in your vision,
one of the forgotten.
Listen to me as I speak,
for I do not repeat my already fainted voice.
I am the living land and the living sea,
beautiful as the nature.
Look at me longer so that what you see will pay off.

Photography by
テレンス

Away away

2007-09-18T20:34:00.001+08:00

Fly me to the sky,
like ash from the earth.
Lift me up high,
so that I can see you with all my might.
I float gentle away,
so that one day we might find our way.

Photography by
テレンス

Me and myself

2007-09-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

Nobody listens in the wilderness you said?

You curse me and mock me with all your tongues.
Kicked me and spit at me.
But never will you find out that on the very same rainy day,
I was there all by your side sheltering you.

Photography by
テレンス

New light

2007-09-13T17:31:00.001+08:00

Darkness and more darkness.
It was outcasting me,
even my shadow lost it's way.
Find me!
It all takes just that beam of light to draw me out.
Come find me,
my glorious wings.

Photoshop by
テレンス

Nature

2007-09-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

Ringing in my head,
the smoothness of nature.
Shine that light softly on my face,
refresh me with the morning dews you have created.
Let it fall softly upon my feet,
heal me once more.

Photo taken by
テレンス

Steps

2007-09-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

Every level contains love and hate,
pain and joy.
Trails and celebrations.
I took a step at a time as it was foretold.
Not listening would plunge yourself into a state
of grief and tormenting sorrows lead by disappointment.
It is what we call life.

Answers

2007-09-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

Black and white.
Right or wrong?
Life and death.
Love or hate?
I am what sums up the whole thing.
Take a good look,
for I have what you want to know.
All because I speak louder then words.

New life

2007-09-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

Once was bright and green,
till I was old and dry.
I fell onto the ground and wasn't found.
As I saw the young ones grow,
I know it was time for me to go.
Now that you have seen me,
please remember me.

Hold

2007-09-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

You have always been by my side,
always caring for my safety.
From young to old,
you stayed by my side.
Even when you rust,
you never faulted.
Seeing me through,
is what was true.

Friend

2007-08-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

I am always on a look out for you.
When you want to find me,
I'm always at the beam of light.
You will never find yourself lost anymore!
Because you have me
and
I have you.

Wait

2007-08-30T17:39:00.001+08:00

I will wait for you patiently till you come back.
Though it is high up,
I'll still do my best so that I will get there.
Someday.

Little boy

2007-08-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

Watch me, hear me,
love me and stay with me.
That was all I ask for in return of my loyalty.
It might be tough but I give you all this on an unconditional terms.
I promise.

Loyal

2007-08-21T23:18:00.001+08:00

Enough said for I am here,
I listen to you because you have me.
I do not answer you because I respect you.
Because I love you.

Seed

2007-08-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

You can fill the darkness with a flash of light,
you can break the silence with just one word.
One life can save the world.
You can be a witness, you can be a prophet.
You can make the world believe,
change the whole world thinks.
Build bridge where foes can meet,
hope for the future! Shout it, don't whisper.
Dreams are what we make them to be.
There are hope in every heartbeat,
tiny as it seems.
You're a beautiful seed.

Every hope,
every power lies in the heart of a seed that flowers.
Across the land,
we're all seeds in the maker's hands.

Forest of many hearts

2007-08-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

In this hour of my quiet,
reciting a prayer for all.
To the broken hearted,
a one wing lost.
Now come and rest,
and do not weary.
Breaking into the hours,
the very last hour.
A moonlight shining into that forest.
Now it has all been illustrated,
in your sleep you would gently slumber.
I wouldn't just be a mere memory to you,
I will be part of you forever.
It is not just words alone I speak,
but heart that was engraved.

Peace
to the last
winged-angel

She was all I have

2007-08-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

In the mist of a battle,
we ran up to the highest.
On this sky castle we dance,
I held that warm hand as I looked into that green eyes.
Up above us were thousands of airship battling against gravity.
"Ta da da
Ta da da"
Beating towards the rhythm
I rejoice with that fantastic atmosphere.
Swordsmen fighting with swords and spears,
Archers releasing their ferocious arrows.
In the chaos,
we held no barrels.
hugging you and spinning round and round.
That joy and peace within,
no men around could understand.
But none came to attack.
All around me were dark and she was just like my northern star.
Now she spins and dance like a gracious swan,
in a pond filled with dazzling stars upon the reflections.
Then a piece of leave gentle fell upon the pond,
shattering the dream I was having.
Now I was holding that blade on my hands filled with blood,
it was her blade.
A blade that dances with me in battle.

You made a way

2007-08-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

It was cold,
cloudy and old.
Sitting by the bed,
with songs of praise.

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Great is your Name.

A morning of reflection,
then fell back to sleep.
He covered me with blessing,
blessings of love.

At your word Lord,
I'll receive your faith to walk on oceans deep.
And remember how you found me.
In that very same place.
All my failing would have drowned me
but you made a way.
I remember how you saw me,
through the eyes of your grace.
Though it cost your beloved for me, Lord.
Still you made a way.

Be still

2007-07-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

Be still,
for you know I am here.
Be still,
because you and I are near.
Every count a melody beats,
is the amount my heart tears for you.
But when the music starts playing,
you know you don't have to fear.
Be still,
for you know I am here.

terence

The fallen

2007-07-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

Come & go,
then went.
All I saw was just one frame in this film.
We waited,
just for the right time for you to go.
So many faces yet I was just like those of a dweller.
I declined inspirational values so that I could comfort myself.
That seat was deserted and roots had all grown stronger around it.
Too little time to think of so many on a already troubled minded me.
But I have to hold onto such subtle
yet many hidden meanings behind that word.

"Time to let go"
Like many inspired people would conveniently recommend.
Pity this book made your character revolved around me so often,
I wish it would change and end.
Stagnant!

-END

Personal entry
with no rights or wrongs.

terence

You

2007-07-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

I miss you
I really do miss you.
So much so that I cried for you every night.
I care for you more than anyone would have thought,
pray for you so much the angels are with you.
I embrace you spiritually
but never in real.
I want to shelter you always
but find myself helpless and of no use to you.
I need you more than anyone,
more than much you needed me.
It is not important
but I want you so much,
I am willing to forsake all my material needs for you.
If that is not enough,
I want to take you to a journey where there won't be agony.
A journey of unending melody,
a place you will rest your mind with that gentle smile that I've yet to see a long time ago.
I missed it
just as much as I've missed you.

Fragments of Sorrow

2007-07-13T01:19:00.001+08:00

A wide spread of carpet grass beneath me.
It was made for you and me.
A cup of tea,
A rose cookie
&
A teddy by your side
was all made ready.
A beautiful day,
with shower of tears.
My content was never fully filled,
and it was my destiny to fulfill.
It is time,
that your destiny is to forget about me.

Dream Catcher

2007-07-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

I want to be your dream catcher,
only to be in love with her.
Walking through this dazzling city of beautiful night sky,
I was dragged to a corner by a mysterious march.
Humes with head dresses marched passed with scent that hooks.
Many eyes were fixed but it was I who followed,
we were linked in that frozen broken gaps of time.
It was silent,
soft beat of drums and jiggling anklet sounded crystal clear.
An elf maiden?
You went to a land of not many known,
putting down your head dress a soft side was seen.
Just like nectar,
you attracted me at that distance.
Like my northern star,
I recognized you in an instance.
With grace you took down your silky dress,
re-surfaced was two beautiful wings as white as dove.
Shimmering was when you stretch it at both ends,
beneath that gracious wings were many silver plates.
Coming up from the water,
you looked straight into my eyes as if they were telling a story.
You covered your breast and blushes flourished,
I couldn't help but hide behind the trees covered with blushes.
Looking back,
you smiled and flew off in a glowing butterfly.
Up into that surreal sky,
only to wonder if I'll ever see you ever again.

Faith

2007-07-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

Have faith in God,
have faith in me.
Though I'm lost
I'm found.
Where God lives,
there is room for us.
Where my Father lives,
you are waiting there.
"Come to me and I'll bring you home"
Follow me
and he will guide you back.

Until we meet

2007-07-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

May the world rise to meet you,
may the wind be at your side.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
may the rain fall softly on your feet.
Until we meet again.
May you keep safe in the gentle,
loving warmth of God.
A time of listen,
a time to speak the truth.
God is near
always guiding your way.

Melody

2007-07-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

How long will you forget me, O Lord.
How did winter caught me by?
How long should I take counseling of my soul?
How long will you hide thy face from me?
How long will this melody sing for me?
Watch me.
For I have trusted in thy mercy,
my heart shall rejoice,
my heart shall rejoice!
in thy constellation.

A forsaken letter

2007-06-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

In vain
we were born of nowhere.
Knowing one another wasn't coincidence,
now that I've longed for your return.
Many letters have passed,
yet wondering was I who have yet to know your presence still belongs.
Seasons has changed,
many has passed me by.
Along this street of strangers,
I search for that one note you gave.
A torn and burnt piece
under the lamp night that was faintly glowing.
I need to see you now,
I really have to.
A drug I have partake,
now so deeply relied on.
I could hardly remember your face no more,
come home now!
That stone table we stood in silent,
that place I stood with a rose on my hand till you came in front of me.
All of this has grown root of thorns,
so much that it has penetrated through me.
My letter has grown dusty,
and this song I sang to you has gone rusty.
Come back.

Waiting.
@}--,--`---,---

A land of pain

2007-06-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Breath of life.
Breath of fire.
Born into life as clay,
die as clay to return what belong to her.
In a land of love and life,
many where dead and dry.
Inevitably degraded into the roots of the earth.
If you assured justice in your arms of grace,
why do many have to sink deep and bitterly into the core of their hearts?
I can no longer hear your cries at night
for the numb was too intensifying.
It tore us into pieces and consumed us!
Till our senses were all being solidified.
It was utterly bitter,
tormenting.
Leave it not to the ending.

A sign to go

2007-06-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

Birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love,
you never know the minute it ends suddenly and I can't get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Looking into your eyes to see something about me,
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

I flow through my actions
There's a question: Is she needed?
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.

Seeing your face no more on my pillow,
is a scene that's never ever happened to me.
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone
that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed?

Everlasting Love

2007-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

In the broken fellowship of this bond I held dearly,
was casted aside with anger and hatred.
Why was it always the ending,
a never ever happy one.
Lord,
I looked up that very day on the skies that were cloudy.
He told me in a second not many will hear,
I give you love so that others might see and feel.
Do this so that they might love others too.
I smiled and clinched onto His promise,
to only know what pain He has gone through.
When you hear me Lord,
your tears fell unto my cheeks like drops of rain.
It was heavy,
every drops carries my sorrow.
But as it hits the surface,
it just dissolved as the sun was up.
In a distance a melody started to sound,
like trumpets and drums awaiting me.
As I walked up this flights of stairs that was crafted with a refine touch.
A gate was what stood before me,
and angels were guarding it with grace.
Even their shadow has grace upon their stand,
and they shone like a flaming touch in times of darkness.
They took me in a garden,
one that was outpouring me with only peace and grace.
It is eternal.
Just like how a fountain that never fails to stop flowing.
Take off my shoes and clothes Lord,
for they belong to that world not yours.
I'm in your kingdom now where we live forever,
aside I shall cast my anger.
And only welcome your love,
your love only you have given to me.

It was meant to be broken

2007-06-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

Will grace ever be there before I execute it?
Will I be punish with heavy guilt in my heart that I would never love?
I praise Him on high for her,
treasure and glorify only His name.
But she was only put for the test.
I don't want to just learn but be with her.
My every step taken will cause me to moan in agony.
I wish she could hear me cry for a bit,
but distance parts us both.
I couldn't be there when she cry,
when her heart was out calling for me.
Yet I pierce her with my words,
words I felt could trump charges against her.
I was in pain too,
do you see it?
I didn't have all fun doing it,
I really wasn't.
My confession to you was merely
a joke a kid would said and not to be taken seriously.
But I hope you will believe,
I was there maybe not visibly
but in the dark was I praying hard so that the angels would be there.
There to love and protect you
and bring you to a new day of warmth and love.
I know I can't turn the clock no more,
please love me.
I am just a shadow,
it is all yours to follow up.

Irony

2007-06-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

In a crossroad of heavy traffic,
I was passed by angry machines.
The only moment of serene
was the only moment I was drown with thoughts.
The many paths in life,
entangled into a dead knot.
For one instance I was silenced,
the next was confused.
I am waiting for your come back,
so we can all return to our origins.
It is such a mystery,
only our heart knows.
My bones and flesh will soon pass me by,
but my joy is for you to rejoice.
Irony enough!
but I tell you when I come back,
a fruit is what I will bring.
When I do,
I will bring you home to a garden
where you will no longer be moaning and thirsting.

My Presence

2007-06-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

We are nothing much but a part to a watch.
I'm a second hand
and you're the hour hand.
I ran twenty-four seven and still runs
but I have to run 3600 times just for you to move.
Your significant is equally important,
however you are missing the point!
I ran that much for you
just so that you could acknowledge me for once.
When the watch breaks down,
I was to blame for not moving.
We are just parts of the design.
They look at us with full expectations
but to depreciate us forcefully.
Even if I'm not tired,
give me grace for my presence.
I may not be the most important part you might see it to be
but without me,
there is no way you're going to move.

I was cut at the edge

2007-06-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

Another maiden, another love.
The stillness of your unforgiving heart
petrified me in the depths of this plunging world.
Once was the beating warmth
and the everlasting song.
But what came was devastation and more.
The craving intensity of love was enormous
but the repel force was on us.
Against the forceful traffic,
I fought for nothing.
going into a losing battle like one of the insane king of the times.
Day after day,
as mountains moved.
We stood firm as usual like a tree growing roots
and die off as seasons changes.
So well for the bittersweet symphony love.
A love I once crave was casted with such heavy shadow.
A shadow that I myself can never outrun.

Another disheartening romance

2007-06-12T21:33:00.001+08:00

Why do you moan and cry on my deathbed?
Endless drops of bitter tears crafting onto my bed of roses,
like a shimmering crystal raining hard from the unforgiving skies.
My strength could no longer withstand the pain I was bearing,
for I've followed you to the heart of your web.
Yet I was lost and weary.
It was regretful and sorrowful
for all this was for the nothing.
One day you might see,
you might not.
But Mind YOU!
When you do realize,
do forgive.
Because your judgment passed was merciless.
If it was death I deserve,
a death I gladly surrender.
So why do you moan and cry on my deathbed,
when all you did was to send me there?

From Me To You

2007-06-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

It's a beautiful day,
when all has fade away.
It's so beautiful
when I've became your fool.
You needed me so do I need you,
when all things seemed so new.
When all things crashes,
I turned into ashes.
Deducing my sorrows
when all became arrows.
I needed love
in order to live in this pitiful world.

The living

2007-05-18T20:57:00.001+08:00

Oh it has been sometime since the last update. Hmm.. well. here to bring you some picture taken at the zoo which I just went with Miss Soong. Just enjoy the picture taken.
I enjoyed the accompany of course but whats more was I enjoyed the camera I just bought to bring you this awesome pictures which was taken on that day. Enjoy!

Pictures taken by Nikon SLR D40x
Written by

Terence

Light brings Life

2007-05-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hello my dear friends,
once again we get to meet together for this say 5 minutes?
I hope you guys had a great day.
My day was quite interesting I must admit.
Today I get to learn to use a Nikon SLR D70 camera,
honestly its good!
Whats more with a macro lens to it,
I can take details at a very close up range.
Take a look at the picture above,
thats one picture taken by me and more will be posted the next post.
I love to take macro because firstly,
details of a thing
of the everyday life that people might missed out.
And why Light brings Life you asked?
Because in photography,
light plays an important role and today without light source,
the pictures turns out pretty dull.
However I manage to get a short moment of sunlight.
Hope you guys like the picture.
Hope you have lived this day to your fullest,
and have a blessed night and a blessed week ahead =)
God bless

Picture Taken &
Written by

Terence

Both Ends

2007-05-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

Stress is indeed interesting,
it comes when you are too free and troubled.
Finally all my assessments were over and the stress back then?
Were casted away for GOOD!
However, that was not the end of the old sinister.
Stress is back once more to haunt me.
Now that I'm quite free or rather TOO free,
I don't know what to do.
Work?
Nah BORING =) hahaha
Anyway, you guys have a great day ahead.
I have to dust this place up a little,
it has been sometime since the last update.

Written by

Terence

5th painting - Jester

2007-04-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Jester

My 5th painting
Based on: A poetry "I am"
Basically, " I am" illustrate a very sad and forsaken storyline and I felt the intense loneliness in the character in the story and how much he was abandon. To the extent he doubt his close ones would turn their backs on him. About how much he wish his creator would never have allowed man to set foot on earth and that there won't be sadness or joy in the world. It is a sad piece therefore I illustrated in my own version of darkness as well as desperately seeking for that attention of the people.
Canvas Size: A1 , Acrylic |marker| pen

Written and Painted by

Terence

Greedy? Hell we deserve this!

2007-04-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

Well another day of school but it was fun! wahhaha
I simply love school and I get to see her and WOoohoo you know my JOY!
Anyway, I starve myself during lunch for this very moment of TRUTH!
SAKAE!
Went with Audrey LAU( herb girl ) and we eat like even the hungry ghost will get shocked!
We eat and eat and when the lady was telling us about rules and all we just say ok we know,
and we just take food from the tray! We are too overjoyed. -_~'''
Herb girl said David and her ate like 26 plates so we have to break the record,
so I said why not!
Amazingly we squeeze through a totally of 32 plates SAN JUU NI! OMG!
Herb girl was like DESERT?
Then I said ok lor,
5 slice of watermelon and 2 strawberry kisses,
I eat till I want to faint and she said GAMBATTE,
still can tell mi OIISHI,
I replied.. OIISHI JA NAI!..
SERIOUSLY those food consist of 2 days of SHIT man.. ok pardon my language used but seriously that was madness.
Alrighty I just want to tell HY that I enjoyed my FOOD!!! ne ne ni pu pu hahhaha
Take care and have a blessed week ahead=)

Written by
Terence

Initiating

2007-04-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

I'm pumping and ready to go!
I'm on cloud nine
waiting to be lifting up on high.
This is the time,
it would be the time.
I don't know if it would be right,
but things aren't that tight .
We'll trying and initiating,
I rejoice.
I proposed,
I do I do.

Written by

Terence

Masquerade

2007-03-27T02:28:00.000+08:00

Masquerade
let me be in your sight,
let me hide under your gracious shadow.
Let me put on this mask,
so that you shall not see my sight.
Masquerade,
paper faces everywhere.
Party down this road of mask,
I don't know who may be under that mask.
But one thing for sure,
your scent cannot deceive me.

Written by
Terence

I'll be there

2007-03-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I will break it for you

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved